Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart

Delight is defined as something that gives great pleasure-How wonderful it is to know that we can find great pleasure in our God. For me, that pleasure is much needed. As I’ve mentioned before we are still walking along our conception journey.  After yet another doctor’s appointment, it appears that I will again have a spring fling with surgery later in February. Considering that this will be the 3^rd surgery I’ve had in three years (Adrenal Gland in 09, Gallbladder in 10), but the first related to our quest,  I can’t say that it’s the highlight of the month, but if this will move us closer I’m willing to go through it.

I've wondered a lot of things in the past few months, but I still find myself remembering that He will give me the desires of my heart. In the past few months, weeks, and days even- I’ve shared in great joy with friends who have announced their pregnancy, made milestones in their pregnancy, or even given birth to sweet little angels. However, I know the joy that I have for them and the prayers that I shower them with is yet another step in becoming stronger in my own journey.

Who we are we can’t suppress and if, only for a short while, the maternal instinct within me would slow down I think this wouldn’t be all that bad; however, it’s there and I'm pushed forward. So, again we ask for your prayers as we continue along our journey of life in our Anderson Adventure.

Dr. King believed in turning on a light

"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that."

Today we celebrate Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., birthday. A day that is hopefully recognized by all of Americans. We remember the struggle that blacks had for civil rights and how he helped lead the movement with others. Now we all know that Dr. King wasn't the only one that contributed, but his leadership was very significant in the fight for our rights.

Today, I think about his quote about darkness trying to cast out darkness and I started to think; is that not what we are foolishly doing now? Now, I don't try to get into too much politics because I believe that whomever's in office should not totally affect the way you live, but for the past few years, I've noticed a cetain change.

I'm not talking of the "change" that Obama has spoken of, but change in our country. To me, it seems as if we have almost forgotten about King's teachings and we are headed the wrong way. We are fighting 'darkness with darkness", and I know that this isn't going to get us anywhere.

My explanation for my thought is due to the fact that I see a world that is at a standstill and the only way it moves is if something negative is brought forth to make a move. I barely watch television (besides Sports) because everything is so negative. It's as if the media turns people against each other, and we are forgetting the main point, utimately forgetting ourselves.

Now the problem I'm seeing right now, is knowing that I can disagree with someone and his/her ideas and actions. However, that doesn't mean I cannot work with, and/or respect them. Politics have become a joke and the sides of Democrat and Republican has become absurd with finding ways to damage the other party. What we forgot is that we are still one country, and what we do or decide will not only affect us, but generations after us. To me, I feel like some people are saying "screw what could happen later, but I'm concerned about myself and right now".

Negative and bad content can be turned into chaos through the media because of how easy they can sway your thoughts. As long as our country is portrayed as being down and falling (darkness) and media or other powerful individuals continue to speak on growing negativity (darkness), then we will remain down and continue to fall as a country. Now that doesn't mean simply lie and say everything is fine and peachy, yet, speak on the progression, and take time to be part of that movement.

So if Dr. King was alive today (something we always say), I couldn't say if he would be upset or concerned with what is going on. Instead, I do know he would still be working. He would be working to continue equality; he would still speak of peace and nonviolence; he would speak on importance of education; he would continue to love the next man as himself.

So, I would say, let's continue what Dr. Martin Luther King would be doing right now. Let's bring in the light to drive out darkness. Let's take time to listen to each other and realize that we are all different and have different views. The main goal should be how my goals can coincide with yours and how yours can with mine. Don't disrespect anyone and try to take good out of any situation. That will get us back on the right track.

What are you bringing into the New Year?

2010 is done. It’s in the bag. It’s now called history. It’s time to wipe the slate clean. But can we really do that? Most people look at the New Year as a fresh start. In all honesty, I believe it is a new beginning. However, I look at it a little differently than some. To me, I think about the past year first. I acknowledge everything I did, what I went through, whether good or bad, to set myself for the new year. Once I get all of this into my mind, then I welcome the present. See, you have to learn from your history. Understanding, that coming into a new year without acknowledging your previous year, and not learning from it, will just hinder your objectives for present, then the future.

You have to know what you did wrong, what you did right; what worked for you and what didn’t work in order to move on into a new year. In my case, I have some things I’m bringing into the new year. I now have a partner in crime, my wife, who I love dearly with all my heart. I have family and friends who I love and cherish. I have elevated myself in my career which will assist in financial stability. Most importantly, I have God, because without Him, none of this would be possible.

So now that I know this, I can start my New Year. I can list goals and dreams and begin. I can start with a full head of steam. I can embark on this journey of life. So what did you bring?

Did you see God today?

I saw this on TV at some point and decided to give myself the challenge this year of asking myself one question at the end of the day: How did you see God today?

This week, I can think of so many things:

 I remember getting the call about the Goshen player down. I hung the phone up and began to intercede on her behalf, I saw God bring her back to life.

I can think of the student that was so discouraged in getting her schedule for the spring. I saw God when she sat in my office

I can think of “the man with the golden voice, Ted Williams”, who even after the drugs and alcohol believed in miracles. I saw God’s forgiveness, grace, and mercy.

There are so many more, I could go on, but challenge yourself this year. How did you see God today?

Live. Love. Laugh

Live. This week we’ve faced great adversity. From the young basketball player collapsing at Goshen to the death of Mr. Terrell. One thing we can be assured is that God is always in control. This month is especially difficult for me because a year ago, on the 30^th, my sweet grandma passed away from pancreatic cancer. The great thing of it all is that you truly find strength during times like these; you simply cling tighter to the awesome hand of God.

Love. For some who may know and others just learning- We are really trying to expand the depths of our little Anderson clan. For the past 9 months we, or maybe I should say I (lol), have battled the blues of conception. You often think that once you’re married that one thing will come easy- for us, its been a slow road. No, 9 months isn’t long- but in knowing me and my desire to be a mother, you can only imagine the wait. Eujon has been amazing in trying to keep my spirits up and with countless trips to the doctor – one just this week- we may soon be learning more about our journey. Often, as in our case,  there are small stumbling blocks along the path, but in knowing more than anything that you have so many things to be grateful for- you find reasons to smile.  So, as we continue in our miracle making journey we just ask that you keep us in your prayers. Eujon always reminds me “when the time is right, God will make it happen”. This morning I found great comfort in my devotional.  Isaiah 45:2-3 “I will go before you and will level the mountains; I will break down gates of bronze and cut through bars of iron. I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stor

ed in secret places, so that you may know that I am the Lord”. I couldn’t help but smile when I thought to myself just how personal the Word of God really is. I must admit, I laughed to myself knowing God will work it all out, to bring us our little treasure and riches! Patience is key.

Laugh. I once heard that you can always tell the depth of a couples love simply in how often they laugh. Well in knowing us, you have to know there is a great deal of love. I’m so happy to have someone in my life to truly help me laugh the cares of the world away. Laughter is great medicine. We shouldn’t take ourselves so serious and thanks to Eujon there is humor in most things. Between he and Rocco- our house stays eventful. 

So, keep us lifted in prayer as we continue our conception journey and our life in the Anderson Adventure!

It's a new dawn! It's a new day! And I'm feeling good!

Happy New Year! I've spent the morning looking around the internet and realized that I should start a blog. I know nothing about blogging, but figured I would give it a try. I feel this will be a great way to keep friends and family updated on so many things that are going on with us. So, with that said, welcome to The Andersons Adeventure!